Tuesday arrived

ohh dang it. tomorrow's another day. Tuesday arrived. i don't want to face Tuesday becuase its school day. i don't understand why people enjoy school. its weird. frankly speaking, i afraid to go to school and even to face anyday in school. anything can happen. ANYTHING. i might not know. but sometimes i would say to myself, i rather die than stepping another step in this school. thruth is, there is no point for me to live if im in that school. no point. it stupid and useless. i prefer to not live. i never want to step in that school again. its like a disaster and how i wish God would listen to me. i'm this close to turning away from God cause i don't see miracles happen to me. it never works on me. i don't want to live anymore!! get me out of that school and i'll want to live back again. damn, most of my post is about school. of course, school is boring.