wow, first day in the “there” on 2011 was awesome. i wasn’t noticed by most people b’cause i’m the magnificent invincible one. i totally “enjoyed” my day. it was like a bomb. i have nobody to mixed with because “i’m the magnificent invincible one” remember? ha, my relative wasn’t there to keep me company and i was the one who is sitting in one spot writing and daydreaming. i’m like a dork sitting over there and walking around while gay lot(s) are outside talking bunch of bullshits which i don’t want to know & i don’t want to ask. after the “there” finish their whatever thingy i don’t want to know, everyone came down and i, the magnificent invincible one, was no longer invincible because people start asking the ‘who are you waiting for? you want me to fetch you home? who are you following? hop in my car, i’ll drive you home” thing comes out from their mouth. hmm, seems like im not invincible in their eyes. ohh, i don’t ever want to go to “there” if my relative isn’t there. i don’t want to be a dork sitting in a spot crying for being invincible, forGODsake, i’d love to be a loner BUT NOT & NEVER in that place. it’s horrible. people like walk pass you and NEVER look at you, i mean, what the hell? you’ll be shouting like ‘hey, im here. can’t you see me?’ it’s sad. real sad. no kidding, my broh wouldn’t even care about me and he is one of the “gay lot(s)” i’m talking about. he isn’t as kind as my relative to keep me company. he wouldn’t be there like to ask ‘you wanna join?’. hell no he’d ask that! not in a million years, i guess. celestee, don’t bother them and just move on. guys NEVER understand girls feeling so get over it. i don’t think he’ll change you to the other group. i seriously know how you feel and spill it out if you need to. abby and i are always there. babe. just don’t be sad right now and try to get along with “it” like what he said. take your time sis you are one of alvin’s chipmunk. he’ll be good to you. i promise. you know how’s your leader’s heart right? hahaha. have a good day sis. looking forward to see you next week. babai, babe.
my day is awesome, yes
