bummer

It's already February and it's still Chinese New Year. There wasn't much Ang Pao for me this year for something isn't right, bummer. Tomorrow is Monday and yes, i can't wait for school re-open day. I can't wait to meet my friends, no kidding. I miss them all especially Emily, Jiayee, Alyssa & not to forget Shaun. My awesome friends, I love them all. And I can't wait to find out the annoying kid has moved out. I'm having lunch with all of my relatives today in one of my relatives house, bummer again. I can't wait for Monday to beat up Sunday cause school near. I hadn't had any good night sleep through out this whole week from Monday to today for some reasons but, i did enjoy dreaming. I can't wait to get my good night sleep tonight. My grandmother is leaving my house later and I'll surely miss her for she has done many good stuffs to me. She bought foods and drinks I wanted and I'm glad that I have her. Days flew so fast that I don't actually feel like it's February. February is important because alot things are coming up. Start preparing for my first form one exams and I have not practice anything for my performance. Things like that are really gonna mess me up. Anf you know what's February all about. Valentine's day. Well, I've never actually cared about it. But hey, I'm somewhat stable. Ah, I coloured my hair yesterday morning and the colour was brownish. Frapacino golden brown. I coloured it by my mom helping me and when i started washing and drying my hair it turned out black. I am definitely pissed off and I don't get what's wrong with my hair turning black. I'm bored to death because it's boring here. Great, my mom has started complaining that I hadn't spent any of my free time reading books. I care less bout books nowadays for I have begun my playfulness during form one. I want to start enjoing high school but I won't want to presure my parents for being playful and scoring E's in my first form one exam. It'll be saddening for them to see their daughter imiting their son. I don't want to be like my brother. I don't want to fail, of course.