today is Friday , it’s a public holiday but i’ve got to go to school . i can’t can’t go to school , you get what i mean? nevermind , went to school for orientation and met old friends there and of course that dang kid i hate . i don’t wanna go to that school . i want my brother’s school . you won’t understand .you never will cause i didn’t explain it . before going to school , was watching tv and i can feel my heart pumping so badly . fast and hard . the scariest thing to me is that i don’t wanna go to that school . YEEUCK . didn’t like it . seems cruel to me and dang it , i have to start studying Geo & Sej . FUCK . sorry , i have to say that . so dang pissed !
okay , back to the title which is New Year . it's stated there . hols are about to end . maybe it already ended? ah , nevermind . time past fast and well didn't quite enjoy hols tho . so , it's 2011 now just a few hours ago . hopefully i'm approved to go to my brothers school . 2010 activities during hols are quite easy for me to sum it up . all of em' i guess . i spend most of my time on the internet & tv & family & my dog & my bro & yes , mostly myself . nothing much . and , ah , yeah . books too . well , not form one books actually . love story book . loll . sleeping is kinda like not really most i did . i usually sleep in the morning on hols . night person . alot happen during 2010 , sad & happy moments did really reach me during 2010 . have you ever wished to just rewind back to your old time? i guessed 2010 to me is kinda a good year too . i love being standard 6 . you just will . you rule the whole school . and yea , i miss rule-ing school . and can't believe i'm saying these but i do wanna go back to the first day of school on 2010 and turned from sad to happy . i really do . and i miss being the most POPULAR one on morning section . i do so much . the mocking , ah , i love it . i haven't heard that for a long time . i do miss them . but i guessed i have to move on . being a teenager is a big deal to me . can't be childish anymore . time to move on , i guessed . and , i’ve been waiting for this moment to come . being a teen . you know . wanting to do stuffs on your own . no one bothering you . i mean , we give parents their space , they have to give us some space to , right? am i right? i really sometimes feel that my parents should give me some place like hanging out with my friends . sighs , i think they’ll only give me some room when i’m 15 .
