im not alright

dang it ! today is gonna be the first day of school in 2011 ! im not alright with it ! its gonna be in the afternoon section and im not used to it . this is all to blame on my brother for not helping me to get just one important small lil' thing ! he is all to blame ! its complicated so you won't understand . im so sleepy , tired , pissed off ! i just can't go to this school for the next of my 5 years there ! God , please , i beg you ! help me ! all i wanna do is sleep ! i rather don't go to school and go for home schooling ! dang it !