my habits lasts for a very long time

i've gone back to my old habit on hols lasts summer . i don't eat alot and yet im fat . i don't eat during recess at school and my tummy is very upset . you won't understand me. im afraid i would actually get gastrict but you know im stuborn afterall . born to be stu-born . i just let myself suffer no matter how pain it is , i didn't care . and i have to lie to my parents everytime to not make them worry & to not hear their naggings . LOL. sorry guys. after school, all i wanted to eat are fastfoods . McDonalds , burgers , ice cream & etc . i've gone lazzier and lazzier . i don't bother much about myself , my face , its full of pimples unlike my brohs . im lazy i just don't know why . walking and all those stuffs , im bored enough . even pee-ing in school . i'm lazy to walk all the way to the toilet so i didn't care . i have no idea what has got into me . im weird