emilyyy

                                                                      made this for youu since you like my header.


                        Love you ♥

i just want to say

                           Happy "Early" Birthday

Emilyyy

Loo Yee

it's my friend Emily's birthday. well, her birthday is on the 3rd of Feb but it's on chinese new year so she decided to celebrate her early brithday today. well, it didn't quite go anywell cause it wasn't planned well. my cousin followed my broh and i to her party tho he don't know anyone there. we watched 'Homecoming' a Singaporean show. Comedy but for me its not an exciting film. a guy name ...... "i don't know" ..... is funny. he disturbs Loo Yee and Emily. he took Emily's phone then she was worried. he took Loo Yee's 'toy' and hid it and Loo Yee cried because that was present my her boyfriend. pity, pity. nothing much today. just hanging out. thank you, Emily for the invitation and i'm sorry for not helping you to buy your tees'. i know how much you need them for chinese new year. i'm sorry, i have to go off early. Loo Yee, aww. don't cry. your hubby is there already.

babysitting sucks

my mom left me babysitting two kids yesterday or should i say today. they slept here cause they're mother didn't came by. they woke up bout 8am and i'm awake too. i'm so sleepy and i am so sick of babysitting them. all they want is my handphone and my laptop. annoying as usual. well, thats a good thing i'm in a mood to take care of them in the morning just now. i'm not now. man, i must say i miss school so badly tho im there for a couple of weeks only. i miss my friends so badly. the laughing, the gossiping, the cursing, the swearing, the shouting. i love them all.


i miss school♥

i wonder how am i gonna live without you

yesterday was the last day of school. Saturday is here and hols have just begun. Friday was awesome, i guess. there were lion dance and i don't know what is the others. it was sort of fun. not that awesome. there was orange fight after the lion dance performence. it all started by indians in front of me. they started throwing from front to back and then the war begun. they even throw it at the head of prefect. i was kinda LMFAO-ing cause he deserves it i guess. my back was wet and it is hell humilating. i sat on the 'dataran' and it was wet, when i got up the back of my uniform was wet. blame this on the teacher for forcing us to seat there. Alyssa rescued me by giving her uniform to me. i thank her so much for the help. well, best friends helps each other don't they? Jiayee wanted to help me but then i asked her not to leave me alone so Alyssa came and borrowed me hers. thanks you guys. i'm not on my period and i'm pretty sure its not my period. it's the damn wet floor.i don't know how to thank em'. they're just good. ohh right, during 'perhimpunan', i asked Shaun did Najed wecked his ass and Shaun say "yeah, he weck my butt but then i run away. you know i order porn for him go see? first he scolding me and then the girl come go open her shirt then they go to the bed there do the thing!" i was like "ewww, talk cock. don't be disgusting! perverted" Shaun said "aya, that is natural la. you also pervert maa!" loll,, seriously he is disgusting! but, i'm still gonna mix with him. you can just bully him whenever you want to. Alysaa always want to change places cause i'm sitting close to Nic and she wants to get away from Shaun. sorry girl, i'd love to but no way. you're sitting way infront. the front row, c'mon i won't change! a little updates bout school for today.


it's saddening for me cause i have to say, i miss school like so freaking much. can't expresse it. sitting in the car listening to music is sometimes boring but when some thing funny pops into my head. i'll just smile and the boringness will just leave for a few moments. it's weird tho but seriously i miss school. i miss my crazy friend, the girl who is a big fan of Celine, the perverted porn tiny kid and my good kind friend. they rocked my world just like my pet. but the thing i can't wait is to get money and to where new clothes and yes, shopping for oranges. this is gonna fun and i think i'll take off my sadness. money money come to mommy.

you brighten up my day (thursday)

people who brighten up my whole week of school: Shaun, Ju Liang, Alyssa, Celine, Jiayee.
Jiayee, thanks for letting me sitting at your place chatting with Shaun and thanks for letting me copying your answer.
Juliang, thanks for gossiping. you were chatting with me always and now i will never understand what did Geografi teacher teached. thanks alot. tho it's yesterday.
Allysa, thank you a million times for you help on karangan and letting me sitting on your place to talk to Shaun too.
Celine, so glad you let me sit beside you, ahh, no Firdaus the damn kid anymore!
Shaun, ahh. i've treat you like my bestfriend already. man, you are pervert and yes, i have so much fun talking to you bout porn which i don't see.
 
Jiayee, Allysa and Shaun are my closes friends there. Jiayee is the one who make friends with me went i first arrived. she's friendly. Allysa, she's helpful and i love her! she rocks. Shaun i don't know if he treat me as a friend but all the time we're together he'll always talk to me. Shaun is fun to talk to cause he's a perverted guy. and he talks alot bout Firdaus and Aiman too. let me tell you something.
i'm a racist and i've always been a racist. i never like a malay boy in my class and his name is firdaus. he sucks and he is filt with so many dumb idiotic stupid questions. all he talks is Glee and sings alot. like majority of my friends hate him and says he is annoying. he can never keep his mouth shut. some kind of chicken ass or something. he is annoying and he commands me to do stuffs. i pissed off with him and high five Celine. we both hates him. he is so disgusting and looking at his hand is making me feeling like i want to puke. man, he even does his disgusting pig-sound nose thingy and that is totally disgusting! i hate him and i wish he is telling the truth that he is moving out of this school. stupid firdaus. i hate you and i will always do. you annoyed me now you'll get annoyed by the lame guy who is siting beside you. that is so good cause i'm no longer in the same place with you anymore.
 

i've got alot to talk about my new friend Shaun. Shaun is so adorable and cute but a big fat BIBLE, i don't have a crush on him. seriously. Shaun is so pervert that he even talks about porn to me and he ask if i watched i say yes which i don't watch. so yeah he is a perverted little tiny kid. he can make anyone laugh on his lame jokes. most of his jokes are dirty. real dirty. sad for him he got scolded by dicipline teacher that day for some pathetic reasons. i feel bad for him. during moral teacher asked Shaun a question:
ML; jangan suka hati bukak pintu bila orang dekat tandas. nanti tengok benda tak baik. malu orang tu rasa nanti
Shaun; no laa
ML; what no laa? no laa? pernah tangok?
Shaun; hehehehe
ML; apa he he he he? apa you nampak?
Shaun; bulu! it bulu ada!
 
my class was laughing their ass off. you know what he meant by ‘bulu’ yes? intimate area? it’s hilarious! you weren’t there so you won’t laugh. while i was sitting with Alyssa doing my karangan, Shaun, like i said he is perverted, disturbs me and play with my hair like a retarded kid. when i look behind he’ll staright away ask dirty question. Shaun calls Alyssa ‘shit’ something like this ‘ aye aye, look at the shit girl hair? look the shit up there the hair! ‘ loll. Alyssa and i always fight between Shaun and Nic who is the cutest. well, if she says something bad bout Shaun i’ll say something bad about Nic. Shaun is so much better than Nic cause he rocks. Nic is one pure good kid on the other side Shaun is full with dirty questions and words. fun mixing with him. no big deal, he is so adorable! ♥

let me be your supernova

hi creatures. bonjour. i’ve been busy for quite a long time that’s why i posted this late. Tuesday and Wednesday curriculum sucked. on Tuesday i joined photography with my best friends and the guy who is a “i don’t know” stands on the table and pose his damn butt. we came here for photography but his ass is facing the form ones’ and twos’ so we have to looked at it. Photography is lame. so lame that i want to ‘ponteng’ one more time. Wednesday i did not went for Scout cause i know it was boring. I went to my friend’s house instead. i think thats consider ‘ponteng’. LOL. i didn’t want to ‘ponteng’ cause i’m still in form one but she invited me so i went. i met Jiayee’s dogs. name’s are Ringo, Penny, Mimie. i don’t know how to spell their name. they are adorable. Ringo is a male. Penny is a mother to Mimie and Ringo. Mimie barks alot. smell exactly like my dog. adorable. well, next week i’m not going to join Scout anymore so i’ll have to follow Emily my new friend to Ikano. WEEEEEE. LOL. Emily and Loo Yee i think. they’re best friends. i can’t wait, man. Tuesday is so boring. Wednesday is okay. what’ll be Thursday be like then? wait and see.

you crawl into my skin

Rachel, i'm sorry that you can't go for cheer leading. well, all the best for your exam after Chinese new year. make our school proud, make your team proud and bring back the money, yo. ohh yes, since you're taking cheer leading, hope that you won't break your leg & do practice splitting.

Rachel and i were so close during curriculum and i think Jia Yee is left out. sorry JiaYee. Rachel asked alot about my broh and that makes me think she has a crush on him. you fall for the wrong guy, my dear. ohh yes, curriculum was fun today. first day of curriculum in 2011 and let me tell you this i've never been to curriculum my whole life of school times. i 'ponteng' during primary school too. i have to say it's seriously fun. Rachel, JiaYee, Emily and i did 'ponteng'. the smart thing is that we were there for a lil while to let the teacher call out our names. after calling, we ran out of the field when teacher wasn't looking. checked out the cheerleaders cause Rachel is about to be one .then, we went back to the field to play the ball for a while and teacher didn't actually care about us. Rachel ran away and she got caught by our 'bola tampar' teacher, ran back to the field. a few minutes again, went off to ponteng again. then took our bags and left school. it was fun. well, next time will be more further. Ikano, One Utama, The Curve & more. this will be fun. well, my broh 'ponteng' to Ikano and got caught by teacher. sad for him. i'll try next time. right, photography is coming up, won't want to 'ponteng'. photography must be fun, yes? this are the updates for today.



it's much fun-er sitting beside Emily. you are so lucky. me sitting beside "Chloe" is like a piece of shit. he remember the whole script of Glee part 2 and tell the whole story to me and i'm like "why do you even wanna tell me this?" he even sings Just the way you are by Bruno Mars. i'm pissed off! i can't take it anymore, man. let's switch placed since you say "Chloe" is such a good boy. JIAYEE!

Jia Yee

   Jia Yee, you are such a stalker!
    finish your homework now!


      you'll be dead later!

the retardeds in school

school on Saturday sucked. as usual. six day of school. c'mon, man. i personally think it's ridiculous & pathetic. well, i have to solve a huge problem. it's big to me & the boys cause we bullied a nerd in my class. thats my plan , actually. if we didn't solved it, we will be dead by the discipline teacher. i saved most of the boys ass. you get what i mean? the good thing is that Ryan buy all of our bullshit reasons & thats where all of us were saved. thank goodness. the whole school did a lame activity which is 'gotong royong'. i did help cleaning up my damn class. it's still ugly compared to the other class. after finishing the activity, Jia Yee & i played a couple of stupid and lame games. Chinese normally play it. we both don't actually know whats the name but its familiar among all of the chinese. Jia Yee and i were so retarded.we swear because of the drama queen, the "cute" boy and my gay ass moniter class. blame it all on them for wanting us to swear at them. Jia Yee is hilarious. when she swears, she looks more like mumbling.  she's funny. happy to have a friend like her. we played with water. the water is in her bottle and we kinda press the bottle so the water splash every where. you know what im talking about? we splash the water at a little boy who calls himself "Nicholas". he's cute & adorable but my dog is much better. see, i told you. we're retarded, yes? we left one our friend named Emily, she seems like she cried. we both weren't that close to her and Jia Yee said its a good thing i came so she doesn't have to mix with Emily. aww. to me Emily seems okay just that she doesn't listen to a word you're talking when teacher is around. all i can say is that i noticed she's a nerd & she laughs like nearly at everything. don't get offended when you're reading this. its okay with me that you laugh at everything. thats my updates for school


             Retardedness & Noobie-ness

the "what if" thing popped into my head.

aren't you scared? i am definitely afraid. you must be wondering what am i talking about. it's about the world coming to an end. watching back the movie 2012 scares me off. no kidding. what if 2012 is the year where the world comes to an end? what if it is real? what if everything comes to life? the "what if" thing popped into my head wherever i go. seriously. it gives me goose bumps. man, it's scary. what'll happened to the animals out there? what'll happen to me? will i still survive when the day He comes? what'll happen to my dog? what'll happen to my family? oh boy, i wanted to ask my parent if they believe that 2012 is the end of the year but i for damn sure they'll answer "only God can decide that & only God knows when its coming." thats the answer. the movie shan't have come out. now, its like the trailer is playing in my head. ah, it sucks. something like 2012 goes back to year 1. you know what i mean? scares the hell out of me! DAMN IT !!!!!!!!!!!

i met you today.

Ka Foon, thanks for the back up. lol. i don't think i need it just now. she's close to me tho, so don't hurt her. it's hilarious how the way you talk. no worries, i have someone for you to beat up later on. like tomorrow. he's absolutely a nerd & he's a noob. he wears round specs and speaks like a biaaatch.. ohh, names Ryan & the other noob one is Adrian, if i'm not wrong. you have the permission to beat him up. you brighten up my day. appreciated much, yo.


Hock Wei, i don't think you can't watch over me. i can watch over myself. maybe you too. you're not a big problem. ohh, i think i might join in the shinobi. see ya there. good luck in your class, yo. and don't scream for help during shinobi. people back there are giving bad comments bout you & i bet you know em'. all the best. hahaha!


Emily Yap, the one full of question. just met you for the first time & you speak in different languages. to me. let me sum it all up, Mandrin, Cantonese, English & Malay, if i remember. one malaysia huh? haha. btw, i have fun talking to you & i'm so sorry that "he" rejected you. i know how you feel. well, thats a kinda a good thing that you're not with "him". he isn't that good, ya know. i know him a million times better cause he's always with me & i see him every single day. a big fat IF, you're with him, do you mind telling him to be good to me. that will be so awesome.

All I'm about is expressing, that's it, it's not rocket science

see the title up there. it's not even related to the posts i'm publishing later.

started my day at 10:50am sharp. daddy & mom wasn't at home on that time & that made me feel pretty awesome. well, what does a kid do the first thing they get up? switch on the television, aight? i'm still consider a kid, okay. i did switch on the television cause dad & mom wasn't there. (i'm much dicipline infront of my parents so i don't normally on the television in the morning) enjoyed watching "10 things i hate about you" x2. they did come back later & in the evening they took us to McDonalds. us being my cousin brother, my brother & me. they being dad and mom. brought our laptop there cause our stupid internet don't want to work it's ass. while we're in McDonalds, we saw a few idiotic monkeys which are Syafiq & all his lame gangs. malays of course. McD was packed. the "monkeys" enjoyed there quility time jumping around & not to forget, camwhoring. it's so pathetic, yes? we left later on. brohs gotta go for footbaall dinner. that is my updates for today, i guess. i'm bored so maybe imma post some nuisence post later. see the picture up there. thats the old one.

everything you need to know

first day of school at Bandar Utama 4 was okay. not awesome but fine. met some new friends & thank God there was a new boy there with me in the same day. its suprising for me cause i usually go to malay school malays there don't speak english. this current school im attending is english education. good one. Celine is the girl with braces. she's in my class too & i have to say this but she's friendly. Grace the girl who puffed in the library. i dislike her. Jia Jia is a friendly girl. she doesn't go around ditching her friends. Emily is also friendly. she's with Jia Jia like everytime. both of them were my "tour guide". they showed me around the small little school. ah, i like being friends with them. Emily was called Abolone. thats how Jia Jia remember her name i guess. Rachel is like the drama queen in my class. i didn't mean it in a mean way. she's pretty & she does look like a girl from my primary school. my class moniter is gay. gay as in i don't know. Jia Jia calls him gay cause he's surrounded by girls. pathetic. gay and Nicholas are the only boys surrounded by girls in the row they're sitting in. Fara is good in english. she's talkative & thats a good sign. Wendell my brother is inconsiderate. he never cares. Hock Wei the goofy guy. ha, i beat you twice. you didn't beat me in the first place. Joshua the guy with weird question. i met him on last period and he asked me a weird question which is "do you like ..... " i don't know what he said then. it's something like poop or The Pooh in Winnie The Pooh. people there aren't that friendly but i think i can get along well. ah, that school is kinda small & i gotta say i don't think i like it. it's kinda suckish. Jia doesn't like this school too. oh shit, i forgotten i haven't even planned to choose anything for my curriculam. today went well. not that bad i guess. that's my updates for school.

don't drift away

ohh boy, what's up with you? what actually happened to the " we're buddies, remember " thing? it's vanished! ohh, please do come back to the old you. i missed the conversation we had. hahaha. it was hilarious getting to know you. how i wished i can read the conversation we had. you wouldn't even reply messages that i've sent to you or even in facebook. what is the matter with you? you were so friendly that everyone wouldn't stop being your friend but everything change since i have no idea when. i'm pissed off. you NEVER say a word. don't you realise people around you seen you change. puberty? ohh c'mon. doesn't meant you're going through puberty you don't have to have friends. we were so close that we even shared secrets together. when i'm happy you're there to celebrate with me. When i'm sad you're there to comfort me. when i feel lonely you're there to talk to me. you were always there when i needed you, but now i waited for you to be there you did not appear. where is the close friendship we used to have? damn, i have to say this, though you're a boy, i still miss being your buddy. don't drift away.


A, thats you. 


ohh yes, i forgotten. thank you for a million times for teaching me about boys and stuffs i need to know.

Thursday finally arrived

ohh great, daddy got back home and told me the PPD thingy approved me to move to my brother's school. shit. why didn't my dad went to PPD before the first day of school start? i'm pissed off. seriously! now, i'll be the new geek in the class. everyone has friends and they'll be staring at me like im a dochebag or something. ohh FUCK! i'm so fucking mad right now. i don't want anyone to like stare at me like "who the fuck is this girl?" NOO! i certainly don't want that and i'm 100% sure that everyone will look at me. ohh i don't think i want Friday to come. bad. bad. bad. bad. yes, this is what i want but dad should have go to PPD before school starts. damn it. i'll be glad if everything went well tomorrow. let's hope & imma keep my fingers cross. SHIT ! please forGODsake don't look at me like i have some kind of dirt on my face. please. pretty pretty please.

"hectic" or hectic

“hectic” or hectic tells you all. well, i spend my whole day in school at the hall doing nuisance activities that the teacher has set up for me or should i say, the half of form one. “hectic” day in school. frankly speaking, i don’t have the feeling that its 2011. brand new year was suppose to be a good start for everyone but not for me. i’m not comfortable in the school i’m in and i’m NEVER going to be. my day is always boring. and before you know, my blog is going to be full of post about school. thrust me, i’m not gonna lie to you. my day sucked and it’ll always suck if i continue my 2011 year in that school. ohh, let me die if im still in that school. please, seriously there’s no point for me to live, i for dang sure that im not going to reach my ambition that i’m aiming for because i didn’t study well and i’m not gonna study well in that school. no kidding. man, i’m sure you’re not gonna read my blog again cause it’s full of my damn school post, yes? it’s okay. i don’t care if you don’t read. blogger is just like my daily dairy. if you dislike my blog, nahh i’m fine with that cause didn’t say that my blog is likeable in the first page. hasta la vista, people. imma bounce out.




               this was yesterday's post

let me out

school again. the title tells everything. i don't even have faith that i'll be approve to my broh's school but i just need to get the fuck out of here. i am so pissed, or should i say, fucked up. i don't know what is the problem with my damn fucking bahasa melayu teacher. she doesn't understand that im gonna go to my broh's school soon. she still asked me to buy all her shit books. this is bullshit! bullSHIT! what in the name of might is her problem. don't she know that i have to save money & she expect to buy her shit? what the hell? i'll be like using only one page & i might be off so i've like wasted RM "i don't know". Fuck! you know, Fuck , teacher! and forGodsake, this is my life so i am allowed to do what i want to. you can't control me cause you know this is my life. i NEVER mess up your damn fucking life so don't mess mine. FUCK off, biiaattccchh !


                     ain't that a kick in the head?


wrong person to mess with, ladaay. i wish i can run around your head taking my knife and stabbing your damn useless brain. i'll stab it like a million times, women. don't bitch around cause i can bitch around too. you ain't see nothing yet, old women. you're nasty to me, i'll be nasty too. you mess up my life, i'll mess yous too. so get the flock out of my life and i'll get out of your damn life too.

Tuesday arrived

ohh dang it. tomorrow's another day. Tuesday arrived. i don't want to face Tuesday becuase its school day. i don't understand why people enjoy school. its weird. frankly speaking, i afraid to go to school and even to face anyday in school. anything can happen. ANYTHING. i might not know. but sometimes i would say to myself, i rather die than stepping another step in this school. thruth is, there is no point for me to live if im in that school. no point. it stupid and useless. i prefer to not live. i never want to step in that school again. its like a disaster and how i wish God would listen to me. i'm this close to turning away from God cause i don't see miracles happen to me. it never works on me. i don't want to live anymore!! get me out of that school and i'll want to live back again. damn, most of my post is about school. of course, school is boring.

please don't make me cry

i am supposed to be in bed right now but i didn't want Tuesday to come so i'm up and i'm always afraid of facing my day tomorrow or other days. every night, sitting up at the bed crying for help to get me out of the crappy school. i didn't want to step one more step in that school. i did try to talk to my dad about this but he never understand. my parents wouldn't even ask how was my day like my friends does. coming home every evening pulling my face down like a papaya they just wouldn't asked. meeting my friends three times a week is like the best feeling is alive & they'll surely ask whats going on, hows my day and stuff like that & i do feel happy when they do. i share stuffs to them and they understand. especially my best of friend & my closest moral friend Simon. he's a little kid who understands me. we share everything with each other and stories of our life. he's a good little kid and he'll be there if i need someone to talk. thank God for him. i wish my parents were just like him. its hard to start a conversation like that with my parents. i live a painful life when the brand new year arrived.

pudding

mommy bought a packet of puding a few weeks ago and we just start making it today. it was fun for me cause it's the first time im doing this. usuallly i buy it from small stalls down my house. ah, having it right now. its delicious. well, you can't see nothing in the bowl i'm holding cause that was my last bite (in the picture). i had fun making pudding with my mom. ha, it was awesome. picture below shows the puding me and my mom have made. mango flavor is AWESOME. i think imma finish them all of them if no one eats em'. i don't go easy on foods like that.

i have my own world

wow, first day in the “there” on 2011 was awesome. i wasn’t noticed by most people b’cause i’m the magnificent invincible one. i totally “enjoyed” my day. it was like a bomb. i have nobody to mixed with because “i’m the magnificent invincible one” remember? ha, my relative wasn’t there to keep me company and i was the one who is sitting in one spot writing and daydreaming. i’m like a dork sitting over there and walking around while gay lot(s) are outside talking bunch of bullshits which i don’t want to know & i don’t want to ask. after the “there” finish their whatever thingy i don’t want to know, everyone came down and i, the magnificent invincible one, was no longer invincible because people start asking the ‘who are you waiting for? you want me to fetch you home? who are you following? hop in my car, i’ll drive you home” thing comes out from their mouth. hmm, seems like im not invincible in their eyes. ohh, i don’t ever want to go to “there” if my relative isn’t there. i don’t want to be a dork sitting in a spot crying for being invincible, forGODsake, i’d love to be a loner BUT NOT & NEVER in that place. it’s horrible. people like walk pass you and NEVER look at you, i mean, what the hell? you’ll be shouting like ‘hey, im here. can’t you see me?’ it’s sad. real sad. no kidding, my broh wouldn’t even care about me and he is one of the “gay lot(s)” i’m talking about. he isn’t as kind as my relative to keep me company. he wouldn’t be there like to ask ‘you wanna join?’. hell no he’d ask that! not in a million years, i guess.                                  

celestee, don’t bother them and just move on. guys NEVER understand girls feeling so get over it. i don’t think he’ll change you to the other group. i seriously know how you feel and spill it out if you need to. abby and i are always there. babe. just don’t be sad right now and try to get along with “it” like what he said. take your time sis you are one of alvin’s chipmunk. he’ll be good to you. i promise. you know how’s your leader’s heart right? hahaha. have a good day sis. looking forward to see you next week. babai, babe.

                                 my day is awesome, yes

what the hell

                         what in the name ...?

my brother on a movie which is "scott pilgram vs the world" . it is hell boring movie. i don't get it. it's like mix with lame animation. epic fail. i don't understand why'd he get this movie in his pendrive. and the other thing is that i don't want to go to church. church is definitely a boring place for me when school started. off to church. i bet church is gonna be boing today. 100% sure. see ya, pigs. off to church.                                 

ohh great, saturday's here. i regret for saying "i miss church" cause now i don't. school's just started for the past 5 days and the first week of school totally a no-no. i'm in a different school from my broh and that makes a big difference. i don't miss church for some reasons that people should know. that church, people called it friendly but in the other way round thier not. not the church but the people there. no, not me and the people who are related to me. well, long story. long story. i don't miss church cause school has arrived. i want to waste my time slowly so i won't let monday come. i didn't go to school today for some pathetic, stupid, lame, idiotic reason that you don't want to know and that i don't want to tell you the "pathetic, stupid, lame, idiotic" reason. i gave some kinda "useful" reasons to my mom why i didn't want to go to school and can't believe she bought it. i tried to tell my dad the "useful" reason before i used it on my mom but he denied and he still wants me to go to school. he told my mom about it and then that's when i use the "useful" reason on her. can't believe it work. well, maybe she can't stand looking at me suffering in school so she buy my bullshit reasons. i told her the bullshit and in one condition. i promised i'd do it. clean up the messy house. i actually did without any complains tho my brother is taking his lovely time sleeping in the room. axtually, i did it with a cheerful heart because i didn't have to go school. thrust me, i'm weird and that's just me. when someone let me do the stuff im not suppose to in one condition example : clean my room, my cabinet, clean up my dressing table or my parents or even shower my dog, i'd do it without any complains. thrust me, no kidding. i've wasted no time. the time she left the house for work i spend a lil time watching How I Met Your Mother for 30 minutes and then get back to work. it's not tiring at all. she was happy with the house cleaned and i was happy that she bought my bullshit and for not going to school. thanks mother. i would love to thank bullshit for ITS help.

ohh right, christmas ended a few days ago. i didn't notice that till i realise. what the hell? well, it ended on the 6th of January. byebye Christmas. i hope you'll be good to me this year. actually we celebrate Christmas twice a year cause Christmas ends on the 6th of Jan always & start on 25th of Dec always. so yeah, hopefully Christmas on Dec rock my world like how my pet did. please, please, please be good to me. i'm begging you. Christmas sometime doesn't work for me. i really question myself always when i see christmas movies or when christmas come, wheater Santa from North Pole do excist. hah, kids out there must be thinking Santa knocks on their door and then when they open the "ohh yay! daddy mommy Santa came and left a pressie for me" thing comes alive. same goes to toothfairy. i for god dang sure that toothfairy doesn't excist. so go on crying kiddos when you reads this cause you have to believe every word i say. toothfairy does not excist !

christmas wasn't good to me last year. so, christmas hit me with your best shot this year. i save my ass off from the lame one you gave to me last year, christmas. be good and make me be jolly happy.

                           imma catch up, christmas

my habits lasts for a very long time

i've gone back to my old habit on hols lasts summer . i don't eat alot and yet im fat . i don't eat during recess at school and my tummy is very upset . you won't understand me. im afraid i would actually get gastrict but you know im stuborn afterall . born to be stu-born . i just let myself suffer no matter how pain it is , i didn't care . and i have to lie to my parents everytime to not make them worry & to not hear their naggings . LOL. sorry guys. after school, all i wanted to eat are fastfoods . McDonalds , burgers , ice cream & etc . i've gone lazzier and lazzier . i don't bother much about myself , my face , its full of pimples unlike my brohs . im lazy i just don't know why . walking and all those stuffs , im bored enough . even pee-ing in school . i'm lazy to walk all the way to the toilet so i didn't care . i have no idea what has got into me . im weird

myself , me & i are in one body . lol wth?

i'm more likely to myself in school , quiet much cause i don't talk to "starngers" . actually , this is when im in school . i wrote this in school . using pencil then i came back to blog it . you know what im talking about? nevermind . God like isn't on my side  . i kept asking myself " why are You doing this to me , God? i don't get it " my life isn't normal like it used to be . im not in a good school , the life im living is sad . i can't find my friends when im suppose to , embarresed me & etc . it's very sad seriously , i don't understand why . i don't like the way i feel . and of course , im so pissed ! pissed like hell . i can't take this . people say miracles do work , but why doesn't it work on me? i wanted to go to my broh's school on the first day school but it didn't happen . i wanted the teacher in my  school to tell  me that im no longer a student in the school and currently a student in SMK BUD 4 , and it didn't happened . i prayed and prayed and prayed but nothing happen . its like ........ i don't know . you won't understand . you know , i feel like i don't wanna live anymore , feel like i want to giveup everything !

school is the place where your boringness gather

it's litterally so boring in school . like duhh . all we do is study . zzz. lame. i don't know why would someone wants to become a teacher! teacher's life are so boring . it's like they never enjoy life. every year they have to like teach the same thing all over again . what a boring life huh? you know what teachers .. here , look at this :


YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE CHOOSE THIS AS YOUR JOB !

school !

ohh, there's still time to post before i go. and i'm so dang sure im not gonna meet my friend in time. btw,
        I HATE YOU , SCHOOL
                   - Carinne -




ohh well, im done. see ya, pigs. better get going. off to the lame school. i'll be back, yo. catch up

i have no faith

i am so dang sure that i'm gonna move on to the other school . dad seriously went to PPD just now . ohh , fuck ! i'm like so friggin' scared to go to my brother's school . you know .. i might not get friends over there . i feel bad and like leftout everytime . well , for some lame reasons . dad told me he's going to broh's school to get surat sokonganv in broh's school so i can move to his school .i haven't have any faith yet to move to that school cause i already have a recored of something i did . won't tell u that . sorry . personal . ohh gosh . please help me . my broh wouldn't even care about me if im in his school & forGODsake i already know that . he told me , if im in his school :


rule number one ; no mixxing with malays
rule number two : don't make me embarresed for hanging out with malays
rule number three : hang out with chinese the most
rule number for ; " i don't know whatelse it is "


yes , that the rule if im in his school . wataheck? what if i can't keep up with the rules above? urgh , im gonna humilate myself too . ohh , God please save me !

there are choices

i don't know which to choose over! SMK Seksyen 4 is a dang school im schooling in and its lame on the other side , SMK BUD 4 is where my brother is schooling at & i know forGod sake that , that school is good . but i've got friends in the lame school and it's hard to go to the good school if school has already begun . example; if you go to a new school and school has like begun for like 2 , 3 or 4 days , you'll actually feel like a new geek in the class , while everyone already have friends and you , sitting there alone in the class . i mean? what the heck? i can't like let this happen . it was suppose to happen on the first day of school . you know what ...? this just can't happen now !

my damn school

my damn douchebag school on wedensday . today sucked . spend like the whole day in the damn mada effing hall and listen to a few of damn teachers & sing the mada effing song . school song ! damn fucked up ! nothing actually happen much but , yes , a lil bit . you know the malay actor from 611 astro . his acting in a show call Hikayat Putera Shazlan . kiddos shows . yeah , that guy . he's actually schooling in my school . whatever . i don't care . there are like two kiddy actors in my school . no big deal . that's all i guess . see ya , pigs !

half tuesday . other goes to wednesday

its 11:59pm while im blogging this , it's tuesday . but sadly , not anymore . tuesday has passed a few seconds ago , it's already wednesday . yesterday was like the same as monday but except school like end abit longer then yesterday cause it was raining . but it ended in the same time , i just feel it's long . Maths and Civics there wasn't any teacher in my class . no one teach us . bad service i would say . loll . good thing my maths teacher didn't came in , cause i don't wanna see his damn face ! Science was boooo - ring ! my class teacher taught us . lame . bahase melayu the teacher wasn't that fierce like my Geo teacher . good thing . she's old too . on PJK , half period went to a "i don't know" room cause teacher needed help . i sat with two chinese form 2 girls . they're in my class tho they're form cause they're removed . sad . they are the ones im talking about in my previous post . the two chinese girls speaks mandrin and they asked me a few question like " what's your name? u know how to speak mandrin? u understand mandrin ? " and other stuffs . thats kinda a good thing i understand abit . oh , yeah . after all the malays girls went for they're prayer , a fat girl asked the chinese girl something and the the chinses girl didn't understand so she did a blur face , the fat malay girl turn to me and asked " she know how to speak melayu ? " in malay she asked me . i said no . then the fat malay girl went off . the chinese girl looked at me and do back the blur face + the eyebrown thingy .. you know .. and then she and i laughed . she said thise in mandrin " crazy girl " . i laughed and she did too , of course . to me , it was hilarious . hahaha . u weren't there so won't know . hha . gald to know them . then after the half period we went back to class . another teacher came in . she is pretty and got big eyeballs . can't believe some boys fall for her . we all have to like asked her one question and blah blah blah . she talked about things and stuffs . what so ever ... she's a pretty good teacher too . she's close to girls too . good thing ... that's all , pigs

monday , first day of school

hi people , it's tuesday but sorry i didn't blog about yesterday , monday was the first day of school as usual , first day school wasn't that scary as i expected it suppose to be . oh yes , there were many chinese there too but i kinda feel shy for like not mixing with them cause they don't speak english only mandrin & i have to mix with malays . old friends from old school . lame i guess . met some chinese friends too , they speak mandrin to me , thats a good thing i understand abit . pheww . thank god . i taught they were unfriendly but wasn't . i was like a douchebag sittin' in chinese class listening to mandrins' but good thing i told teacher i don't take chinese class . i seriously wanna mix with the chinese cause i don't wanna be so malay type . i like never even see chinese mix with malay , but , i think yes , i did , one stupid chinese girl who mix with malays and convert to islam , i think thats kinda stupid of her . ah , there are handsome guys too , of corse chinese . im not gonna like fall for idiotic , stupid , ugly , disgusting , malays or indians ! no way , man ! eww . i actually got alot of things to blog about , but i think i forgot all of em' . sorry . but , err , teachers there are so strict . oh , i hate them ! they're like lions . gosh , i hate it . my geografi teacher is like super fierce . scolded two idiotic boys on the first day of school and i hate my maths teacher who is a NEW teacher , a guy , i hate him . he thinks he's new so he can do what he like . he's kinda 'sesat' . he always passed my class & he's super blur . what i mean on 'passed' my class is that he always missed my class . and he's got itchy dang legs cause he always like walks around the school holding his damn book . that's all i gotta say for monday , see ya pigs

im not alright

dang it ! today is gonna be the first day of school in 2011 ! im not alright with it ! its gonna be in the afternoon section and im not used to it . this is all to blame on my brother for not helping me to get just one important small lil' thing ! he is all to blame ! its complicated so you won't understand . im so sleepy , tired , pissed off ! i just can't go to this school for the next of my 5 years there ! God , please , i beg you ! help me ! all i wanna do is sleep ! i rather don't go to school and go for home schooling ! dang it !

a penis in omegle

i opened omegle just now cause heard my brother saw Justin Bieber there & i actually saw a guy's penis/dick/cock/private part/sausage .he's penis was facing UP ! up ! UP ! up ! ohmyprada , it was so disgusting . he was actually scartching he's penis and im like ' are u serious? ' . don't think im a pervert okay? i disconnect it . im not completely stupid . eww . so disgusting . EWWWWW !

tomorrow will suck

i think tomorrow is gonna suck choice , i hcause its first day of school . i wasn't hoping to be in that school . well , my bro didn't help me so haven't had any ave to be in this school . old friends there . lame ! i expected more ....... chinese? don't get offended , you out there . no offence . afternoon secton? SMD ! well actually i don't have one . loll . urghh . God help me , please !

Justin Bieber on Omegle

my brother told me he actually saw Justin bieber on Omegle in his friends house . he simply clicked and then saw Justin Bieber wearing his purple cap faving the laptop typing stuffs with his black jacket and my brother didn't talk to him !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DANG IT ! why woudn't he talk to JUSTIN BIEBER? well , cause hbe hate him . guys? and yes , im off to Omegle now . see ya !

im still alive . screw you

CHURCH
hey there people . im still alive on 3am . as i say in my previous post , im a night person . and yes , i still miss church . i wish was there . wasted ! i could have met Gareth , Celstee and Marcus there ! Gareth told me he's coming and Marcus is tagging along too ! GAAAH ! hopefully they can come next week .i have to say , i do miss Celes , Gareth & Marcus too . no offence . we used to be soooo close & for goodness sake , i have no crush on this guys !


SCHOOL
oh , im afraid to start my first day of school in that cruel school . i can't take that . and i have to be in school on the afternoon ! NOOOOOOOOO ! i have never go for afternoon section before , if i remembered .


LUKE
im obsessed with a guy i just web searched . name's Luke P something . he's soooo hot ! boy's just can't stop getting hotter and hotter and HOTTER . forgive me people . sorry for my mistake . you must have seen all the post i posted about guys . lol . SORRAAYYY !


SHIBANI
dang it , im blogging in the dark , can't on the lights , mum will scold later . it's hard to see . loll , it's dark , duhh & Shibani , please stop bugging me to come back to KL , i just can't okay? im staying at SELANGOR , forgoodness sake , i can't come to your birthday party , no offence , thanks for the invitation . bye .


SUNDAY
ohh ohh , mommy said we're going to dinner with Alvin's family . why must it be on Sunday? you won't get me . cause on school days , Sunday i will cry like everytime in the night on my bed because im afraid to go to school on Monday . sometimes , i just need someone to talk to when i cry . dad and mom won't understand too so it's hard to talk to em' .


POOFLES
was onlining just now when i was actually suppose to be in CHURCH ! poofles keep looking under the door for some reasons . i opened the door and there was a cat . so i took poofles away . mom open the door and then we could actually smell the cat's pee . in front of our gate ! SCREW YOU CAT! then poofles ran outside and step on the cat's pee , he smelled it too , mom asked me to was him up and then i did . but he still stinks cause he smelled the cat's pee . it's stick , on his fur . no one wants to sleep with him . loll . sad for him , so i took him to sleep with me . he's in my room now .