Lifeless much

I'm sick. Sick as in sore throat and cough but not fever. Alyssa was singing the "rocketeer" song all over again and I'm mad at Jiayee. Well, I didn't show it. Fara was the person rely on and she really helped me by singing songs. Thanks. Qistina and I were so freaking scared for Mathematics subject and we're still mad at teacher. I lost my voice and well, I am damn talkative but now, I lost everything. I couldn't even talk to my friend. If I want to I just have to write that in the paper. I am so mad. I want my freaking voice back! I want in like now! Idiot -.-
Oh, I promise Jiayee to change and I am avoiding the F*CK word. Whenever I say that, I'll get hit badly. Did I say that in my previous post? Nevermind than. Awesome shopping after school with Rachel. I shop for pens and my name (sticker) and a thing for my leg. Something like what Loo Yee is wearing on her leg. I honestly like that thing so I went and find it with Rachel. I'm feeling so much better but it's so hard to talk to other people. It was what I call AWESOMEEEEEE! Not the sore throat but the shopping.

The fucking day arrived

School wasn't that fun anymore to me. I already hate school. I never want to go to school anymore. I got scolded and I was shouted by teacher. I have to stand infront of the class door and people stare at me. I was embarresed by my maths teachers and my friend Qistina was in this too. Qistina and I were sitting together in class. I looked outside for a little while and Qistina was listening to teacher. I looked back in class and teacher started scolding me like "Two of the girls behind stand up! Get out of my class now! Always talking! Get out! I hate you! I say get out!" I was feeling abit weird cause Qistina and I weren't talking at all and she started scolding us. I want a gun or a knife. I want someone to kill her. I want someone to chop her into pieces. I want her to be in my curse. I want someone to shoot her in the head. I want someone to shout in her face. I want to kick her. I want to punch her. I want to do everything that will humilate her and that will make her feel hurt. Lastly, I want her to die. My day went totally wrong and it's a disaster. Someone and only that person cheer me up while I was down. It was Fara Alia. She cheer me up other than other people who let me down. I was really hurt to hear this but Jiayee was right. I was really a bad-influence to other people but thats just letting me down more. Frankly speaking, I was really mad but yeah, she was so right and I just have to agree with that. I decide to avoid using bad words and I'm gonna make a change in me. I cried like mad in photography. I just told my secret to Jiayee and Alyssa and I still think they don't get it. That "thing" was what happened now. I don't want to be like this anymore!


Thanks Fara for cheering me up and yes, I'm gonna try to chill. Thanks for the "Madcon - Beggin' you" song. I still love it. It's between both of us only.

It’s all about the bullshits

It’s not all about the bullshits that I’m gonna talk. I just have nothing to name this post. The best thing in school today was nothing. Nothing awesome happened. And the person who made me happy goes to ……… NOBODY. NOBODY was awesome today cause NOBODY didn’t want to become awesome today. I’m sitting with SOMEBODY today and that SOMEBODY was heart broken. Like I said no awesome part in school cause NOBODY isn’t awesome today. After school ended, my friends and I made our way to One Utama. They were Alyssa, Jiayee, Qistina, Iman, Alyssa’s sister and bro and last butt not least me. Alyssa and her siblings were supposed to take cab in One Utama so she made her day fun by inviting all of her friends and her bro was like “Alyssa. What is this?” He was the only boy there so I pitied him. All of us ate there but Alyssa went back home with her bro and sis. So we ‘lepak’ there for quite a long time and then went back to school. Some idiotic bastards came into my class while we were eating fries and took some of our fries and I was like “Hey, hey, hey. What you bastards coming to my class and take our foods? Fuck off.” They are so rude. We didn’t even gave permissions to take our foods they just put they’re dirty hands into our food. And they went off. Well, blame it on Jiayee then. It was all her friends. And then here came Bitchy girls. Denisya with other stupid bastards. They came and begged for foods and yeah, we made our hands dirty and started putting our hands inside then we gave it to the beggers, Serve them right. They shouldn’t be begging for foods. Well, they’re poor anyway. Excused them.

I've always hate Saturday

I personally hate Saturday in every week unless there's an occassion on that day. There's school on Saturday and we have to do exams. Exam was karangan and it's a good thing I've done it. With doubts of course. The best thing on exams was we get to sit with each other and copy. Didin't have to seperate tables. Alyssa wasn't in school. Ah, this bitch is sitting beside another bitch. Both of them are my haters. BIG haters. Well, I hate back. They hate me, I hate them back. What's not to hate if you're just an innocent person and got a couple of bitches hating you. Bitch (A) is Isabel and Bitch (B) is Denisya. When I was talking to one of my friend bitch A looked at me as if I was bitching around with guys. I looked at her and my eyeballs went BIG and round. My body was burning like hell went I look at that face and once I opened my mouth this was what came out : "What you looking at bitch? wanna fight? Come la, sucker! Damn you" I was laughing my ass off. I just shouted at her face. I was like thinking do you wanna mess with me now? And next Bitch B looked at me. She turned away as fast as she could before I could open my mouth but yeah, I still did. The same thing came out and I shouted like mad. Everyone looked at me and I was like do you have a problem with me? Whatcha looking at,suckers? It all went well. Went back late today.

I'm so back

Well hello creatures. I'm back from my "vacation" on my bed and toilet. My three days of "vacation" was what I call "awesome". I survive in that mean cruel "vacation". I stayed in my bed the whole time and not to forget, crying. I'm back to school and what a suprice, back to facebook and blogger. School was awesome. Shaun and I finally talked to each other and well, I was the one who break the silence. And I met one new friend which was Reynold. This is awkward cause we weren't that close before but then since Shaun and I started talking, Reynold was in the conversation too. Shaun has a mother load difference in him cause he started talking bout boobies and sperms and he rubbed his dick on the table. Isn't that just disgusting. Aiman a new transfered boy. Ah, I love him, as a friend. We both get along so well because of blue stuffs. Blue as in perverted stuffs. He'll be like "youjizz.com". I banded him from touching Alyssa since he sees pervert stuffs. He touched Alyssa on her tummy and I wecked his hand of and he touched it one more time. Alyssa did nothing. She have no idea how Aiman is inside. Shaun asked me this question "you got blowjob?" I don't actually know what is it and I don't know how to spell it. I just heard it was 'blowjob'. So, I answered "what in the name is blowjob? Aiman, what's blowjob?" Shaun said "Aiman don't tell her" and then I shouted like heck load in the class "what is BLOWJOB?" people were like looking at me and Shaun said "it's sucking dick. Have you?" so I annoyed him by shouting BLOWJOB in the class while teacher was teaching. Girls were like looking at me and wondering what is the matter with me. Well, every girl in my class has a huge problem with the new-biee, which is me. I just transfered and they already hate me. I've been getting well with boys and not to girls. Girls hate me and I know it hell well. They have a huge problem with me because people have been saying I am a bad influence to people and I'm pervert. Well, girls out there just have to know me well and thats where they know I'm not what they think I am. They hated me for my brother being a gangster and I don't understand why they have a problem with that. I don't care much bout girls in my class cause I turned to boys most of the time. This girls just need to know how stupid they are and how noob they're being. They're afraid of gangster and hate me for being a bad influence, like all I can say is grow up idiots. Take a look at the socks the girls are wearing in form one. They are just acting like retardeds. Not only acting but showing it. They pulled they're socks damn freaking high and mock behind my back. Oh, come on you people. Don't you actually see who's the only person with short socks. Grow up. I've been mad at girls in my class and I just want to use my payback time like I did on primary school. Oh, believe me. You have no idea how mean I am. Girls in my class: Fuck off. If you have a problem with me, there's no big deal to me. I never say I was likeable in the damn first place. Grow up and get a mother fucking intresting life. And heck yes, fuck off my way.


By the way, if you're that dumb and you don't understand what "vacation" meant. It was my sick day. Brainless.

Perfect ill

It went well before reaching Monday and BAM , I was ill on Monday. Crying like a baby on my bed. I couldn't take it anymore for this stupid idiotic pain. I'm supposed to be in school right now. I'm having headache and stomach-ache. I have been suffering through this stomach-ache for quite a while before Chinese New year but decided to keep this to myself till last Sunday arrived I lay it on my mom. She told me I'm having fever and when Monday beat up Sunday, the pain never go away. The puking feeling was reaching me and I feel really sick in school. I don't really want to go to school tomorrow since my pain never goes away. This is so fucked up. I'm sick of this pain I'm feeling right now and no matter what ever I tried, this pain will still stay. I've took alot of medicines and it still never help. You think you know everything but you know nothing. I didn't much take any of my breakfast, lunch or dinner cause I spended most of my time in bed and in the toilet. This is so sick. It sucks being sick. It's hard to walk around, not that I'd like to walk around but I'd love to have the options to. I hope to be better tomorrow. Ah, this is so pain.

Valentine's Day

Valentine's Day was on Monday. I don't give a fuck to Valentine's Day anyway. It doesn't matter anything to me. I never celebrate it once in my life perhaps because I'm by myself most of the time. Valentine's means nothing in the world to me. Oh right, my day was boring until something came to me. It was a Valentin's gift from Emily. See the picture there, that's what she got for me. Well, she ordered it from school and then it was passed by the prefect and then to me. It was awesome. Well, I didn't ate it till now cause I was busy taking a couple of pictures of the cupcake. It looks so pretty. Thanks Emily. Happy Valentine's Day to you. Love loads.

Cheer up

Cheer up, girl. Valentine's coming, please be happy. I know how you feel bout him rejecting you but put him a side. You're not a failure. Failure is never an option. If he ditch you, I'm here yo. I know him so well if he ditches you he'll tell everything to me. Please, cheer up.


            Emily, cheer up-la weiyh

I'm not an idot

I know when you're using me. I am not an asshole. I am certainly not an idiot to know that you are using me. You used everyone. You used people to get your stupid job done. You used people to but your idiotic lollipop. You even used me to get your so called "coming soon" boyfriend. For-heaven-sake, he is the closest person I am with in the world besides my dog. He's my brother. And I tell him everything that happened every single day bout you. Every single negative things bout you comes out from my mouth. No worries. You should thank me for not being useless to know that you're using me. You hate me I'll return that back to you. I'm like this and I'm born this way, R. He'll never date you nor will my friend. You are one of a kind, bitch.
Right, I've actually realize I've been hating many people in my class. I'm just like a new kid there and this is so weird. Well, it's DicklessYakuza, why in the name do you care?

Grow up, idiot

Don't you think it's abit childish to not friend each other? Isn't it that childish? I mean, grow up idiots. You're currently a teenager now and of course, you have reach puberty. Don't be a bitch. Oh right, this is for a bitch in my class. Denisya, I don't really give a fuck if you hate me. Just so you know, you have to grow up. I may be a bad influence to everyone in class, but that's just me and you have no idea about me. You ain't see nothing yet and just go hating me. I NEVER in a million years say "you people must like me!". I never say I'm likeable in the first place and I'm sure I have never say that. Never is a strong word but seriously it's so true. Go on telling everyone to not be like me I don't care. I'm brought up this way and this is who I am. I'll be who I am inside and outside. I WANT to be this way, you must take your damn ass of my way. You don't have to mind my bisness. Stay of my way, please, for heaven sake. So, back off and buzz off. Flock away. Far, far , far away from me. Thank you. Much appreciated. Oh yeah, I didn't actually mean this in a mean way. Just so you know, this is how I am.
Fuck off.


              Oh forGODsake, grow up.
          You're old enough to know that

I want to survive in that Perfect Pain

Today is such a saddening day cause of Shaun! He made me sad the whole day I was in school. First, it started great. Like great. And suddenly, he started scolding me and say because of me he was grounded for 7 months or the whole year. He couldn't even used Facebook. I swore the F word and he told me his father was beside him. That happened about a couple of days ago and today he was mad at me like hell. Seriously, taught he was kidding and then I just noticed how mad his face was. I kept on apologising to him but he wouldn't listen. He ignored me instead. I am pisst off. Alyssa can't help but this one word I would never actually get it out from my head was "What if he never forgives you till the end of this year?". This was said by Alyssa and it keeps on replaying in my head. There's nothing much to talk about today just this PERFECT PAIN I'm going through. I'm still mad and I will be till' I know he was just joking.

Everything Tear Apart

Places in class were changed. It is so saddening because of my stupid class teacher. I wanna cry! Shaun wasn't behind of Alyssa anymore. Jiayee's seat is close to me. Alyssa is still in her seat and I am beyond far. I'm surrounded by boys and I have to change my place. I don't want to sit beside a boy like Waffle cause he bits everything. He is disgusting. He licks he's penicilbox, bits his pens and pencilbox too. Eww. Alyssa wants to changed places with Jason cause she wants to sit beside her cute little idol, Nicholas. I'll be happy to switch place if I'm close to Shaun's seat. This looks like I have a crush on him, yes? Actually, a big fat NO. I have no secret crush on him but I have to just admit that he is looks much better than Nicholas. Cute-er, Nicholas is cute too but Shaun is better. No offence. What I like about Shaun is his attitude. He has like the best attitude among all of us in class. Cause he swears. Yeah, just like me. Bryan do swear but not that good enough. Shaun calls me prostitude, bitch, asshole, perverted & stuffs like that but seriously, I have nothing in my mind to swear him back when he calls me that mean names. Jiayee teach me to actually say gigolo to him which means guy prostitude. Ju Liang is sitting beside Alyssa. They both are so funny and I don't actually know how to tell you this. It's complicated. I was almost ripped apart while Ju Liang and Alyssa was telling me so, I can't explain it. Ju Liang was pulling me on my left hand and Rachel on my right. Damn, it was painful. Ah, the best part in school was 'ponteng-ing' class with Wendell, Ka Foon, Jun Yan & Hock Wei. Ka Foon called my name so I get to ponteng B.M class. Teacher didn't actually care if I 'ponteng' and I went out. We walked a big round and look out for Ka Foon's big crush. We stare at her for like a long time and moved on then. I have to say, Ka Foon, she's just so simple. No offence. Went back to class and four of them take another kids from other class to 'ponteng'. I went back to class then. Everyone was like everywhere so I just came in and people there were shouting.

Shaun : Thats your bro? Walaoweyh! Gangster man, thats why always call you go ponteng!
Me :       Err, what the hell?


This is the awesome part.


Shaun : So stupid la your brother. Your brother is a man prostitude like you! Hahaha!
Me :       Yeah, yeah. Cool right.... I mean WHAT? What the hell did you just say?
Shaun : Heheheh, your bro is a man prostitude!
Me :       You wait, I call him now!
Shaun : No la. I just kidding only. I kiddi... Please! Noooo!
Jiayee : Don't be so mean weiyh. Don't call la.
Me :      See ya! Kor, a little kid call you prostitude!
Shaun : Woii! Noooo!
Wendell : Who? Who's that boy?
Me : Shaun
Wendell : Where?.... Oh you! You come here!
Shaun : No la, your sister lying only. I kidding wan!
Wendell : Come here!
Teacher : Yes? Can I help you? Apasal pulak ni Wendell?
Wendell : Tak de la ckigu. Mau panggil itu budak!
Teacher : Nothing then you can bela. Go!
Wendell : Wait teacher. Wait.... Ciou
* gang walks away *
Teacher : Wendell is your brother?
Me : Yup


Teacher is actually like friends with my brother so she didn't actually care bout my bro.
Ah, how awesome seeing Shaun being scared to death. Hilarious. Hahahaha. Epic Fail. This is it. See ya, creatures!

With you right here, I'm a rocketeer

Rocketeer by Far East Movement. Cover: Carinne & Alyssa.
We sing alot during classes when we're sitting together. I was shocked cause she's a big fan of Jesse McCartney. Ah, just like me. Alyssa, thanks for ditching me during recess. Appreciated much and thanks for sitting beside me. Jiayee, I didn't quite mix with you today, I'm sorry. Shaun, you're sick. Get well soon, doofus. School was fun today cause Alyssa, Adrian, Waffle (Wafi), Bryan, Amirol and I were having a "buku peraturan" war fight. It was so funny that we annoyed other people. Celine was annoyed by us for fighting with the guys. Two girls versus four boys. We were shouting in the corner and also shouting at teacher. Awesome-ness. Adrian, Alyssa, Waffle & Bryan were holding "buku peraturan" and scolding each other for nuisance stuffs. I was backing up Alyssa. Amirol was backing up the guys. We have a fun day fighting each other. Adrian, you are so annoying but I have to say, you're much better than Firdaus. Waffle, sorry for calling you Waffle although I know your name is Wafi. Waffle suits you more. Amirol, don't have to give me back my place. I prefer sitting with guys now. Let's play the swear game. Bryan, you are so mean. Ah, went to Ikano, e@curve. Curve & Tesco with Emily, Loo Yee & her boyfriend. Loo Yee & Fasz is such a sweet cute couple. Aww.

baby, please don't go

Title was “baby, please don’t go” because Alyssa and I were singing during ICT class. “baby, please don’t goooo. if i wake up tomorrow will you still be here?”. I didn’t actually know Shaun’s name was Sean not Shaun but Sean and how you say it is still Shaun but spelling is Sean. Sean is sick. Jiayee & Alyssa wasn’t talking to me cause I was given time to chill and I am so unlucky after Chinese New Year or I mean, holidays ended. Nothing to talk much about friends today. Bad day for me. My place was taken by someone else and I have to shift place for a couple of times or more and tomorrow another new place. Unlucky isn’t it? Ah yes, someone swore that I will NEVER get A’s till’ I’m form 5. Isn’t it lame? The swear will never work cause it’s Firdaus. What are you thinking? It’s Firdaus, the lame stupid kid that’s why swears won’t work. Swears never ever in a million years work unless you are a witch. Oh yes, after school was a fun day for me cause Emily is back and all i can say is “WOOOOO-HOOOOOO!” I’m happy to see her back to school. We went to Ikano and Ikea for lunch. “We” being Emily, Loo Yee, Fasz & me. Loo Yee and Fasz are such a sweet couple. Batman and the other one Power Rangers. Aww, I like seeing them together. It’s hard to describe them cause they’re just so sweet. Tomorrow is a new day to enjoy. Can’t wait. Celebrate the second time of Emily’s birthday. Oh yes, today I was crying in class like for the WHOLE period during Kemahiran Hidup. Non-stop crying. This morning I wanted to sit beside my brother because every morning I’ll sit beside him in canteen. He shouted quite loud “F*CK OFF”. Remembering that incident during Kemahiran Hidup made me cry. I wanted to be treated real different because I’m not a toy. I’m not some kind of rubbish that people can pick on me. Treat me good as a toy and throw me away for embarrassing you. You’ll never ever in a million days know how I feel when you treat me as a toy. These makes me think that I am: Stupid. Lifeless. Loser. Asshole. Unwanted. Idiot. Lame. You will never know. I’m not saying this because I want attention , but because I’m sick of how people treat me. I know how “stupid, lifeless, loser, asshole, unwanted, idiot, lame” I am. They say I am heartless, I don’t disagree because I am. If I change, it’s all your fault for changing me. The way you treat me is how I am going to change. I’ll be stubborn because this is what affects me. No big deal. I’ll face tomorrow and face what’s gonna happen tomorrow. In what matter I’ll try to stay calmed and not cry. I want to be strong but it’ll never happen because that’s how I’m treated at home.


P/S: Emily, if you’re reading this. It’s not you. Please don’t get me wrong.

back to my awesome day

Awesome Day equals Day In School. I had my awesome day back alive again. Holidays have just ended and I am happy to get back to school. Emily wasn't in school today so, I have to sit with Loo Yee to wait for her boyfriend. She looks like she was going to cry because Emily wasn't there and Vicky didn't came. Aww, I pity her. That's a good thing during recess I found out that she has a friend afterall. She was lonely. I wonder how is she doing in class. I'm back with Alyssa, Jiayee and Shaun again. Heheheh. Happy to meet them back but can anyone help me with this little kid name Shaun. He calls me a prostitude and yeah, he is a gigolo. Guy prostitude. Oh yeah, a few things we talk about. I asked him if he hit puberty and he was like how about you. I didn't answer of course and he said if girls hit puberty they are suppose to have boobs. I acted as if I didn't listen to a word he said and went off. You can tell how perverted is he. Alyssa, I still wanna thank you for the uniform. Jiayee, i don't know what to say actually. My day wasn't completely awesome cause it wasn't complete. As I say, Emily didn't came. I can tell much about today cause it is funny but I'm sorry, I'm not in a mood to blog. Alas creatures.

fun is about …… (Spongebob)

This was suppose to be Sunday’s posts but I had a hectic day so I couldn’t post about Sunday. When to my relative’s house for lunch because I celebrate Chinese New Year. After having lunch, all of us went to Pavilion. Took a few pictures in Pavilion. Brice and Christ are so cute. Look at their relationship. Cute little boys. By the way, they are brothers. It was fun cause my cousin, Madeline, can hardly go anywhere. She’s stuck in her house and it’s like jail. She had a fun day without her parents and I can’t wait to go out with her again. Sorry, I won’t be uploading my pictures today, but maybe some other day. I think my internet is in a bad mood. I actually have alot to talk about, but sadly I forgot everything. After Pavilion, went out for dinner. Dinner was okay. After dinner, off to my cousin's house, Alvin. Send my grandmother there and played with a hamster. The hamster name is Little Bob. In chinese it is call 'Bobby Zhai'. He is a fat little cute hamster. I will be sure to upload a picture of him. Plenty I took. I miss my hamster too.

bummer

It's already February and it's still Chinese New Year. There wasn't much Ang Pao for me this year for something isn't right, bummer. Tomorrow is Monday and yes, i can't wait for school re-open day. I can't wait to meet my friends, no kidding. I miss them all especially Emily, Jiayee, Alyssa & not to forget Shaun. My awesome friends, I love them all. And I can't wait to find out the annoying kid has moved out. I'm having lunch with all of my relatives today in one of my relatives house, bummer again. I can't wait for Monday to beat up Sunday cause school near. I hadn't had any good night sleep through out this whole week from Monday to today for some reasons but, i did enjoy dreaming. I can't wait to get my good night sleep tonight. My grandmother is leaving my house later and I'll surely miss her for she has done many good stuffs to me. She bought foods and drinks I wanted and I'm glad that I have her. Days flew so fast that I don't actually feel like it's February. February is important because alot things are coming up. Start preparing for my first form one exams and I have not practice anything for my performance. Things like that are really gonna mess me up. Anf you know what's February all about. Valentine's day. Well, I've never actually cared about it. But hey, I'm somewhat stable. Ah, I coloured my hair yesterday morning and the colour was brownish. Frapacino golden brown. I coloured it by my mom helping me and when i started washing and drying my hair it turned out black. I am definitely pissed off and I don't get what's wrong with my hair turning black. I'm bored to death because it's boring here. Great, my mom has started complaining that I hadn't spent any of my free time reading books. I care less bout books nowadays for I have begun my playfulness during form one. I want to start enjoing high school but I won't want to presure my parents for being playful and scoring E's in my first form one exam. It'll be saddening for them to see their daughter imiting their son. I don't want to be like my brother. I don't want to fail, of course.

out time is here

oh right, today is the second day of chinese new year, i guess. im confussed actually. it is the second day. yeah it is.
all of my relatives came to my house for lunch today and my uncle took my cousins, broh and i for movie. we watched a chinese show, Honk Kong show and its .... nevermind, i don't actually remember. before we could actually go it the cinema, we musn't bring any outside food nor drinks inside the cinema, so we were forced to hide the bottle we brought in our jacket. my cousin, Alvin, hide the bottle in his jacket and when he was giving the ticket to the ticket-guy, the bottle felt down and we were all laughing our ass off and the ticket-guy was looking at us cause we borught in the outside-food-and-drinks to the cinema. but Alvin still wanted to keep the bottle in his jacket. Epic Fail, man. hahahahahahaha. the other one was that we were seeing a chinese show and the number of the cinema was 9 then Alvin direct us to the number 6 cinema which was Green Hornet movie. i was like "err, are we in the right cinema?" then we noticed that we were in number 6 cinema. we ran out laughing our ass off and people started staring at us. lol. this are my updates for today. see ya, guys.

i know how ugly it is

 

you don't have to tell me how ugly it is cause i already know it is on me. this pants is so short and that you won't call it short. it is short to me cause i never wear shorts before since i am a tomboy. it's so weird. Emily, this is the shorts im talking about. my second thought, i think i dislike it. look, its ugly right?

from tomboy to gurly

went shopping with my mom and grandmother today. shopping wasn't awesome cause my brother wasn't there to entertain me. it'll be funny if my brother is there cause all he does is tease people for being nerdy and noob. they're lame. okay back to the ...... nevermind. my grandmother just came back from Malacca yesterday. she came by to stay in my house today so she decides to go shopping with my mom and i. have our lunch at Chicken Rice Shop. off we went to a few shops and boutiques to search for shorts. i haven't buy any pants for chinese new year so i decided to change my style, a tomboy style, to a gurly style. thanks to my friend Emily and Loo Yee. Emily wanted to help me turned over my tomboy style and start wearing skirts or shorts so i listen to her. i saw Loo Yee wearing shorts during Emily's birthday party so i decided to flick it. thanks you guys. i bought two shorts. its not that freakin' short but to me its consider shorts. i have to say, it's weird wearing shorts cause i didn't wear one before, if i can remember. i wasn't happy with my shorts at first but then i started liking it cause im happy for changing my style. all thanks to Emily and Loo Yee. Emily, i'll promise to take picture a picture of me wearing shorts. LOLS since you like it. hahahaha. thats my updates for shopping.